Tuesday, February 21, 2017

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Both of my parents graduated with Bachelor's degrees and work in professions they enjoy. They both attended and graduated from a prestigious university in the state of Utah. Both of them love unconditionally and work laboriously to provide for their children. Both of my parents would love to see their children live on their legacy and attend the school they love. Both of them went to Utah State University.
I will graduate with a Bachelor's degree in a field that I enjoy. I attend and study at a prestigious university in the state of Utah. I hope to love unconditionally and work laboriously to provide for my children. I would love to see my children live on my legacy and attend the school I love. I go to Brigham Young University.

Different things do not need suggest contrast or opposition. Difference and equality need not seem like antonyms. Look around and you'll see that many things around you are different, but hold the same importance or value that what stands right beside it.

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9. Nancy

We returned that following week to an open door and a bright smile. Nancy let us inside where she lived with her daughter and led us past a packed bookshelf full of novels and encyclopedias. We sat down and she began to jaw away at the problems that had confronted her that week. We listened through her countryside Flemish accent until she pulled out her "Boek van Mormon" with her bookmark placed 1/3 of the way deep in the pages. Without hesitating she began asking us questions. "Who is Laban? Why did Nephi have to build a boat?" were just a few. With smiles on our faces we read and answered her questions in connection with the restored gospel.
Nancy had much against churches, common among Europeans in the geographical area, and promised us she would never join ours. She had salty experiences in the past with different churches and vowed to never allow herself to join one - and she still hasn't. In fact, she never came to church with us even once. We taught her weekly over the span on 2 months and helped her through trials on a spiritual level while her thearpist helped through logic. Soon enough, light became visible in her eyes again. Graciously she would thank us for our willingness to listen and support her - two American boys living miles away in the city - as the "Mormoned missionaries". We maintain contact on facebook still.
My purpose in sharing the gospel was fulfilled, not by baptism but by invitation, and it led a legacy for the remainder of my mission. I knocked real doors to invite others to come to Christ, to learn of their story and how mold the gospel to it as a solution. Now with many memorable experiences and friends as results, I use facebook for the sole purpose of reknocking those doors - each post another opportunity for the beloved Dutch and Belgian people to feel, reach for, and accept the everlasting gospel of Jesus Christ.

8. Holland

I've been thinking a lot lately about going back and visiting the people I fell in love with. They live in small, developed countries but have some of the biggest hearts I've known. I served my mission in the Netherlands and northern Belgium speaking the Dutch language.
These lands are tourist destinations within themselves and are globally noteworthy for their natural, architectural, and historical beauty. But their charm isn't only measure in the inanimate. The people, although occasionally stubborn and hard-hearted to our message, glow. Members of the church within these tiny places are beacons of light in a dark world. Their examples shine far brighter than many I have seen or known in the western United States. I love them. I love them so very much.



On my mission I learned quickly about the importance of befriending strangers as fellow men before prospective converts. Doing so prevented a lot of doors being slammed on us, while still combating the initial impulse they had to do it. As I gained language proficiency, I was determined to learn how to talk to people, to relate to people, to laugh with people, and to teach people. Along the never-ending rows of doors we knocked, I went looking for people to meet and souls to touch rather that numbers to baptize.
I remember one particular instance in a small Belgian village. We had little business in the tiny town and decided to knock some doors, knowing that they had probably never been knocked before. A woman answered and laughed as she saw us and began closing the door. We laughed for a moment as she did which caused her to crack the door open in surprise. We talked to her about our funny shirts and ties and thick American accents in combination with our cry to the world for happiness. She began to laugh with us and before we knew it, she told us her story as we had told ours. Soon enough, her depression overcame her and she began weeping as she told her life story and search for happiness following custody issues with her daughter. We testified of the power of our message and the book we shared. She was an avid reader. She read everyday to keep her thoughts light. We shared the Book of Mormon with her and promised to return in a week to tell her more.

7. Conformity

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Over the past weeks I've come to notice a strong cultural aspect within the area of Provo. It's pretty different from Boise, despite being only 5 hours away, and its caused me to think a lot about the church throughout the world. Provo is a very unique case for obvious reasons, but nevertheless it has helped me to realize the kind of culture I would like my children to grow up around.
In Boise, approximately 20-25% of my high school were members of the Church. In my opinion, a perfect ratio: just enough to have your buddies to back you up but still a strong enough minority to constantly be an example to those around you. I loved it. I learned so much and appreciated the fact that I was a minority and could bring others to the same light I enjoyed.
That's something I want my kids to grow up on. I want them to be raised to stand up for the beliefs that make them unique and feel the joy of bringing others into it. That's not to say that that cannot be done in Provo; in fact, more missionary work is done within the greater Salt Lake area than anywhere else in the world. But I want my children to enjoy something that I came to learn and love. Who knows where our careers will take us. My wife and I will be at the mercy of the Lord who needs us in particular places.
I hope to give my children the experiences and tests that my parents directly or unknowingly gave me. I am so appreciative of my trials and the people I have come to know in instances separate from the church. It has strengthened my testimony of humanity in general and set me up to serve a mission in a land hostile to religion.
Occasionally, a culture of "pushing the envelope" becomes prevalent around here. Who can push the envelope farthest without breaking it - in other words, who can bend the commandments or standards the most without breaking them. For me and my friends in Idaho, standards weren't optional, being an example wasn't just a good idea and standing up for what you believed in was an everyday routine. I love that about Boise. Rather than conforming to the culture we were surrounded by, we built it as youth of the true church of God.

Friday, February 17, 2017

6. Family Story

Looking back I will always remember Sundays in the fall. As a growing boy, the world was my playground designed only for digging sand-castle moats and collecting flat rocks to later skip on the lake. Sundays were no different with the exception of our weekly venture into town to visit Grandma and Grandpa Swenson. Upon arriving at their home just off of Main Street in Lehi, Utah, I entered the antique doors and was smothered with the scent of fresh cotton and small chocolate candies complemented by white rose aromas every now and then.
My grandmother was an expert seamstress and intricately fabricated blankets for every newborn grandchild (or great grandchild like myself). My grandfather was the Mormon Jay Gatsby dated 60 years into the future while demostrating the epitome of love that only a grandfather can give. He was the son of Helge Vincent Swenson, the first immigrant of a happy Swedish family who embraced the Gospel inside their humble Scandinavian home in the hills.
Family heritage was held in high esteem by the Swensons. Perhaps it was because ancestors split up and were shipped to Utah one at a time, with the youngest being but 12 years old. Or maybe because the early Swensons sold everything they owned for the fare of only half the family. In any regard, Swedish influence remains in our hearts and our blood and binds us together despite circumstances of age.
Visits to my grandparents' home were filled with rich storytelling and rich chocolate, as I very well remember, that I personally consider priceless. But one thing continues to stick out to me more than anything else. Ever since I was an infant, my grandfather would teach me invaluable lessons of life connected to things I would remember as a kid. My most vivid memory came when he would hoist me atop his shoulders and would walk to the foyer of his dated 1970s home. Lining the walls stood a freestanding display of metal rectangles and squares with one per row filled with stained glass of a solid color. My grandfather and I would routinely trace the rows of the foyer as he asked "How many rectangles are there here?" or "What color would this red and this blue make together?". I would intuitively answer him and memorize the answers as his memory would fleet much quicker than mine and he would repeat a question he had asked just seconds ago. His favorite was the combination of blue and yellow, which is blurted to make green before he could explain why he liked them. He would go on to teach me the colors of the Swedish flag and flags of nations surrounding, teaching me to love lands of the world long before I would have any chance of visiting them.
Soon enough I asked for atlases and maps for my birthday or Christmas and would plead with my mother to stop in the grocery aisles with them.
I became acquainted with the rich history of my family roots and learned invaluable lessons from my Swedish grandparents. My grandfather Swenson passed away before reaching the millenium due to chronic pneumonia. His life is remembered by so many for the incredible things he accomplished while I remember him for the simple time he took to teach me love through rudimentary principles. Despite my young and naive age, I will never overlook the legacy and character he left behind, illustrated in each of those Sundays spent in the fall.

Wednesday, February 15, 2017

5. To Improve - Reading Improvement Plan

A lot of my time has been taken up simply by reading for class here at BYU. It's something that makes or breaks me in understanding things in class and I do read each passage completely as needed. But I could definitely do better with time management and comprehension so I have a list of goals I'll try to do my best with in order to improve.

1. I will become a better skimmer.
I know for a fact that by reading the topic sentences and intro/conclusion to many works I will be able to better gauge the main idea or argument of a work before indulging completely. That way I can have an idea in my head instead of trying to formulate one as I read.

2. Look up words I don't know.
I have always thought it is a waste of time. I have always thought that I can understand what a new word means solely based on the context around it. I've paid the price for that though because in essays I have tried to reproduce that word in my own writing and have discovered that it doesn't mean exactly or at all what I thought it did.

3. Summarize the main idea or theme of each reading.
Much of the time I convince myself that I understood something just because I got through it. But I know that by formulating a concrete sentence about the main idea of a work, I will better remember its argument in preparation for tests or essays in the future.

4. Prejudice.
Ok, not negatively like the connotation, but I need to better predict what I will read and judge the work as I go with the information already in my mind. Then I can better connect what I know with what I learn.

I'll probably incorporate these one by one but I hope that they speed up and improve my effectiveness as a reader here at BYU.

Monday, February 13, 2017

4. Looking Back


Image result for american flagHaving just finished writing my rhetorical analysis, I have the chance to look back on what I did and how I will improve moving forward. I analyzed the inaugural address of JFK because I was interested to compare its merit and values with the inaugural address of President Trump just last month. Although I focused mostly on the rhetoric that Kennedy used, I was also able to find parallels to the way President Trump delivered his speech in Washington as well. I spoke of Kennedy's inclusion of historical appeals, figurative language and juxtapositions in attempt to unit the nation before him in the early 1960s. After writing a draft of my ideas and observations, I met with my professor and received great feedback on how to improve my paper that helped me for papers in other classes and will help me continue to improve. I followed the rhetorical analysis formula very well and made convincing topic sentences, concrete details, and commentary throughout my paper. My goal in writing is always to utilize rhetorical skills I have and observe through reading, and in this paper I feel like I did that as well. I went to the writing center as campus to have my paper evaluated and I learned great things there to help enhance my paper and clarify my ideas. Often I have the hardest time with being clear in my writing because everything already makes sense in my head. I've noticed as well that in reviewing and editing my paper, I usually need a second pair of eyes to pick up on small things, mostly in part because I learned the Dutch language serving my mission, and prepositions between Dutch and English sound the same but mean different things in different contexts. So that causes some disconnect sometimes. But overall, I feel like I really answered the ends of the assignment and have learned much in going forward. For my research paper, I want to show a more personal connection to my subject than in this paper. I already have ideas on how to do that by using personal family history stories to appeal to my audience as I research the emotional and logistical struggles of immigration from persecution.

Friday, February 10, 2017

3. Why Not

Soon enough, revelation and blessings poured upon me. Two initial opportunities came to me, one of which hired me 2 days later. My soul was at peace for the weekend and following week. I felt content. Burdened still, maybe, but content. Trusting. Hopeful. The second opportunity came in the form of a future asset, and a third was introduced to bring me experience for my major. A spiritual experience spurred me to apply for a church job. My current employer seems to have had a change of heart, and I may be able to stay for at least a few more months. Again, I asked why. Why did this happen if not much changed at the end of the week? Why did I go through stress and extended effort to end up with what I already had? Why? Turns out the better question I should have been asking was: why not? Why not force me to expand my horizons that I was blinded to? Why not test my faith and trust in the Lord and rely on His counsel? Why not refine me through trial while blessing me in abundance through a better understanding of my worth as an employee? Why not be a counselor for youth in the church who may need my very testimony to start theirs? Why not pray for more experiences like these, to edify and refine myself to the very disciple the Lord needs me to be?

2. Why

This past week has taught me an incredible lesson. Last weekend I was faced with an unexpected decision to make about keeping my job I've had for years or needing to venture out and find a new one. The thought made me sick to my stomach and was an interruption to my studies and social life that I really really didn't want to have to deal with. I was bitter. I was disappointed. I really wanted to shake my fist at heaven. But at that crossroad of doing so I decided to step back and try to gain anything I could from the situation. I thought, how is there anything to gain? I may be losing my job. Then it hit me. I never planned on leaving Nike. I hadn't thought that far. Why would I need to be leaving? Why is God aligning my fate this way at this moment? Why?